at the end of the day, I'm nothing special

whenever I'm alone i remember that I'm nothing special to anyone 

yeah, i can show affection 

but does that mean I'm something you'll chase if i go?

or does it mean I'm the person you most have fun with?

no, even if somebody says yes, that's just on word

nobody would chase after me if i go

nobody can get love if they don't show any

but if you get love too, that doesn't mean "I'll love you like you love me, I'll do everything for you"

I feel tired

maybe I'm getting too unhealthy with these thoughts 

but i don't think I'll heal anyway

I'm actually ok with my life 

but sometimes it hits hard