Old ahh me

I know I'm only 17, but this is genuinely stressing me out (;＿q)

I mean like, next year I'm gonna be 18??? I didn't even know I would even make it past 14, so it's lwk so scary. My brother turned 18 last year and my parents are already kicking his ass. I mean they probably right, because my brother didn't do shit. Also I'm already doing my license and also I have a job but it still scares me. I wish I would be a bit younger again but I also don't want to relive these times, where I was like 13, 14, 15? Anyways, I also need to lock in in school, because I'm graduating in 2 years (I have till year 13) and my grades are still meh (;_;)

Yea, that's all for now, I'm scared and I'm old, pls tell me it isn't that deep or sth (　ﾟ 3ﾟ)