stream of consciousness when the stars are pretty and im really cold

I just saw a shooting star. 

My fingers are cold. Pinched between them is a cigarette I rolled with peach flavored tobacco. It makes me nauseas, but the taste and smell are too naㅠㅠㅠ 잠깐마뉴ㅠㅠ 어떻게 해ㅠ뭐 눌렀는지 모르겠는데 갑자기 키보드 한국어로 됨 ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 어떻게 바꾸지 ㅜㅜ왜ㅐ 진짴ㅋㅋ omg i fixed it. im using a different phone and im not good at it. 

...the taste and smell are too nostalgic to change for something else. really, i should just quit for realsies. its gone out. i'll light it again after this. 

i actually got chills. A lyric has been stuck in my head, even now: "너도 나와 같은 밤을 볼까?" So I looked up at the sky thinking that,  humming to myself, wondering if you were seeing the same stars tonight. Thats when it shot across the sky. wow. I like the word serendipity. what a coincidence. 

I made a wish. You should make one too, i saved some of the luck for you. 

what are the rules for wishing on a star? can i tell you my wish? or will that cancel it? should i risk it? are you curious? i wished for.... jk its a secret. hehe. 

its honestly not cold enough to feel this cold. probably not cold enough to be wearing a hoodie under a padded carhartt jacket (im also wearing the baggiest sweats and the ugliest shoes to exist, they were nearest to the door while i was leaving. really i look remarkably dishevled right now and my shadow is hilariously round) but i swear being this close to the ocean makes 50f feel sharper. The marine layer covers the city in the evening, at this time of night (3am) the ocean fog sinks and settles on the ground. You should see it now. It looks apocolyptic, how dense the fog is and how the streetlights try to glow through it. twilight-esque i guess. Im sure you would take a cool photo here. 

I went to a show the other night. 'Saturdays at Your Place' was the headliner. I like them, ive seen them twice now. I was going to leave a playlist here but instead i'll just recommend their album 'These Things Happen'. 

I met someone there. Kinda. i dont like him. But i'll tell you about it another time.

My hands are cold and my dog is wondering why i've stopped to type for so long on our walk.

I'll come again xx