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please someone kiss me on the lips puberty sucksss
born noelle forced to be susie
i can be as feminine as i want in a couple years.. woahg, i cant wait!
i love vibing to glass beach. thank you phibos for showing me the light
anyway im gonna keep rambling
uhh so i guess im supposed to blog about my life?? ill try ig
im so angry cuz my mailbox was full so my cassette player didnt arrive ugh.
i went to church today and like uh was lonely and was like having sexual fantasies during like the church talking or wtv
so like ive been trans for 6 months in the most christian family ever and like ive always been super masc so i feel so bad all the time
i have litterally no friends and im homeschooled so even if i wanted to i couldnt
if my parents took away my music i would kill myself (literally)
ok i think im done bye!!
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Blockcat69
puberty is HELL bro
B_Na
Yep, music is life. Also, a casette player?! thats awesome!!
And girl, if you want to be Noelle then you're Noelle!! heck yeah! >:3
inkliened
"if my parents took away my music i would kms"
I can give you insider info on what this is like lol
Basically, I cant listen to music on my own will anymore bc my Dad didnt like me listening to "depressing music". He also does research on anybody I listen to that doesn't sound remotely Christian and forbids me from listening to anybody that could be slightly offensive to him or his religion. (18 going on 19 yrs old, btw.)
While I've always been more keen on using physical media, my Dad has taken my working iPods, and is shaming me on every purchase I make. (I know I need to save up for my mechanic fees for my truck, but small purchases are okay, right?)
Ive been on the lookout for a cheap discman and have been tempted to just buy the part I need for my broken iPod, but idk. This is just my restrictions on music, though. I won't go into detail about my other restrictions.
(Im not allowed to make music anymore after I didnt ask him for permission to do so last time.)
Shit sucks. Music is my life atm, even if listening to what I want to gradually becomes more and more diffiult.
im so sorry, i have christian parents and ive showed them enough music that sounds non-christian enough for them to belive im not faking it but like i can still listen to my woke music i feel so bad for you also ur dad doing that at 18 is crazy as fukcing hell
speaking of physical media my goddamn cassette player got delayed in the mail
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Shit man, sorry about that. I'd be pretty pissed off about that lol.
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