Moving on Without You

TW: Suicide

If you kill yourself,

The world will keep moving

It won't wait for you

It won't stop

But your mother will

She'll go to check on you in the morning,

Or maybe before she goes to bed

And she'll see you lying in bed, your back turned to her

She wouldn't think something was wrong

Or maybe she'd walk into your room and see you with your feet off the ground

You with your neck bruised

She will stop when she realizes

She'd freeze, even just for a moment

She'd start crying eventually 

Or maybe she wouldn't

She might not care, that's how you see it

But maybe she's trying to hide her weakness

She knows you're watching

She's still your mother

But it's okay because the world kept moving

Maybe your mother never found you

Maybe it was your dad

Your father loved you, he wanted to care for you

He did what your mother did, he went to check on you

Or maybe he went to apologize 

You two had gotten into a fight

You fought a lot

He knocked on the door, you didn't answer

You couldn't let him in or tell him to go away

He didn't open the door

Or maybe he did

And he stopped when he saw you

He didn't want to, he wanted to be strong,

But your father couldn't help but breakdown

Knowing the last thing he ever did was yell

And then you were gone

But it doesn't matter because the world kept moving

What if your father never wanted to apologize 

Your brother went to comfort you

Or maybe he was going to tease you

He was always a jerk, wasn't he? (BROTHER WIP)

Your brother never liked talking to you

So instead your sister discovered you

You had a good relationship with her

Or maybe you didn't

You two always butted heads (SISTER WIP)