i wonder

i wonder if the trees will grow with me
to stand tall like me, breathe like me, live like me

i wonder if you ever actually noticed how quiet i have been
wearing my headphones drowning out the world around you and me

i wonder if you ever felt guilty about spreading all those rumors about me
making up lies so when i tell the truth about you nobody would believe me

i wonder how many people know the truth about you but don't care
about the lies you tell, the "jokes" you yell, how you where the one in the right

i wonder how many people you've manipulated just to gain sympathy for your "story"

i wonder if the trees will die with me
to wither away like me, be cut down like me, live like me

or lack thereof