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i could never believe in any religion that portrait god as this powerful and kind soul being because why would he that to me
i made some really bad mistakes during the past few years but as a kid He was messing up with me too like what did i do 😠i dont understand much about religion so if im using some wrong concept please correct me but its just so sad cruel and honestly unfair because i know some people who did way worse and they never seem to be going through bad stuff lol
im not the best person ever and honestly i wouldnt even consider myself a good person, but thats a now thing. why would He do those things when i was like 3Â
anw wtv just ranting
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Birdie Faye
honestly what you said "people who are worse than me seem to have good stuff" is in line with scripture. People who follow God and say "why do the wicked prosper?" (Job 21:7-17) the book of job is a super good book becuase he did nothing wrong and was blameless and suffered a lot for being blameless.
But what we dont' see is that God did not do any of the sin against Job it was the devil (and God actually made some limitations) So bad things happen when there is an absence of his righteousness but it also happens becuse we are in a fallen world aka - a seriously messed up world with aweful people.
And I am saying this to you while i am def going through trials that I cannot handle. Idk what happened when you were 3 but I am so sorry that you suffered and it isn't okay, but we are in a world where everyone is given freedom of will - free choice to do good or to do evil and as much as that sucks it is so that when we have eternal life those who choose to follow the Lord and read his promises and believe in his son Jesus Christ who suffer a brutal death for you, you can finally have the peace that you have been longing for without interuptions. instead of life on earth where happiness comes and goes unfortunately.
I hope that helps a little but I am really sorry again that you are struggling and have suffered lmk if you need any specific prayers or anything else <3
rey
it's normal to hate how you're living rn .. i'm not a religious person but i really do believe that things will get better for you. you never really notice how blessed you are everyday and i am not saying this for you to suddenly feel like you're ungrateful but i'm saying this to shed light on the small miracles you rarely pay attenrion to. the mere fact that you're here, breathing, feeling all these emotions is already amazing. i also hope you don't beat yourself up for feeling this way. a lot of people ask this everyday and sometimes we truly don't have an answer. i dont know who you are or what's going on in your life but i truly wish you all the best. life is messy but i believe you'll get through this.