Who am I? + a day in my life #4

March 13th, 2026

Dear Blog,

It's been a long time since I last posted here. I will try to post more frequently. I really will. It’s really fun, and I do improve my English writing with it! I haven't really introduced myself yet, so I will do it now.

My name is Alex, and I'm 20 years old. I like to sleep and... sometimes... to blog. I'm going to die someday.

In my free time, I also love playing video games, mainly story games (like The Last of Us or Life is Strange), but also other games like Infinity Nikki or Counter-Strike (not active at the moment). I'm also a very spiritual person and practice witchcraft (I do spells, spell jars, tarot cards, etc.). I'm also very political - I'm a leftist - and I go to events sometimes. However, right now I don't really have the motivation to do real life stuff. The state of the world right now is very hard. And there is some stuff happening within my political party that I don't really like. But I try to stay active online!

One of the reasons why I didn't write a blog post in a month was because my boyfriend and I broke up. We are back together now, so no worries. There was just some dumb stuff from the past. But it doesn't matter anymore. It’s all good now. Everything is good now. 
Two weeks ago (and Monday/Tuesday last week), I was on vacation from my internship. During that time, my boyfriend and I were doing some stuff together. Mostly just chilling at his place. Going to fast food places. And on Tuesday, we had a picnic by the river in his city. It was very cute. Here is a little picture from the picnic with the snacks!

The girl I used to be friends with

I'm thinking about my ex best friend right now. And thinking about her now leaves me with the question if I even knew who she was before. She changed so much. I changed a lot too. But she changed too much. Too much in a negative way. She is dating a guy who is openly a N*zi. Last year, he posted an Instagram story with a picture saying "foreigners out." She herself is the daughter of immigrant parents. Why would you date someone who is basically against you? Why would you date someone who is so hateful? Why would you do that?

But whatever. I haven't seen her since last year. I don't know when the last time was that I saw her. I really don't know. She lives right across from the small park that I can see from my window. I can even see the house she lives in from my window. Or the house she used to live in? I don't know. Maybe she moved out. Or maybe she died. Who knows?
I don't care about her anymore. I really don't care. I really, really don't care. She is not the person she used to be. But it's in the past now.

A day in my life

Besides meeting up with my boyfriend during my vacation, I also went to a bar with my friends two times. The first time, we were just chilling and drinking looooots of beer and cider. I came back home at 6 am! That was so late. And when I woke up at noon, I was so hungover. Everything was hurting. Everything. I couldn’t move a muscle.

The next day, it didn't get better. But that's probably because I caught a cold, not just because of the alcohol. On the way home, my friend and I were walking through a big park, and I told him that I have a fear of lying in the grass. It might sound weird, but it's because I’m scared of insects, so I would only sit or lie on grass if I had a blanket under me. I told him I wanted to change that... and we did it. I took off my jacket and lay down on the grass, on my back, looking up at the dark morning sky. It was cold and windy. Which is probably why I got sick. I'm better now, though.

The second time at the bar (which was just two days ago), it was karaoke night! So we were still sitting, chilling, and drinking beer (less than last time, definitely less), but also listening to other people perform different songs. My friends sang like three times, I think - mostly as a trio. I only sang once, together with my friend (the same one I lay in the grass with last time).
We performed Creep by Radiohead. It was really fun! Even though I was VERY nervous the whole time we were waiting for our turn. Like, really nervous. But it went well.

That’s it for now.
Stay safe.