random vent kind of

does anyone else feel bored? like by everything, everything is predictable, the internet is fake and hell, i cant even goon cuz thats boring too. its gone to the point that i stopped taking my prozac just too feel something (which i dont reccomend btw) which leads to anxiety which then leads to substance abuse. sometimes i just wanna jump out the window or start a fight just to feel something. worst of all is that im still young and i probbably shouldnt be feeling like this, i feel like a attention seeker because of this and honestly i just had to get it off my chest.