13th april/26

I hate not being alone. my grandparents r visiting rn and it sickens me that i hate it when they they do. im going to their place next next month even though i dont wanna. id much rather stay home not missing the moments i wont ever share with people whos company's i enjoy. idk like ppl my age?

i have few friends from my old skl.
During sm lore shit i was dumped by my bsf at the time but i got mad close w her bf at the time. now ex. its fine ig cuz now ex bf is close to my bf now ex at the time so thas a running joke ive w her ex. hes frenship now. i even got frenshiped his friends. i wouldve liked sm girlfrens but they r pretty sweet too. lover dearest warned me that these mens might js be into me or whatever but idt thas the case at all. i still maintain good distance tho. ive been frens w frenship for 2 yrs and in that span of time ive only met him twice out of skl. whats really funny is that when i first met him it was in my apt only w ex bsf n ex lover and one of frenships frens on april 2024. we met again (frenship n same frenship fren) at my apt at the same date unintentionally at that. that was funny.

i enjoyed the hangout. we js walked around doin random shit. it was mediocre but lwk i think w my older frens we wouldnt even do dat. bro climbed a tree man :pray i didnt but mans did. 

that day lover also came over n he hung at our usual place so safe to say that was a good day TwT