my mind is SOOOO WEEIIIRDD ANNDNDD QUUUIRKKYYY!!!!

the more i think about it the more im wondering what my thoughts are on my gf cuz liek...... honestly i think she views me more of a friend then a lover! its kinda scaring me tbh??? the way she treats me leaves me unfulfilled and sad but im just being a bit greedy and partially jealousy. in other news DRUG BUG JUST DROPPED AND EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO IT!!!!!!!! discotheque of my own misery is genuinely one of the greatest songs ive heard in recent memory and im so happy!!!!! everything is gonna get worse but for now its not all that bad so ill try to cherish it as much as possible! its not helping me at all though cuz im ngl i feel like the best way i could put it is like im tied up? im all wrapped up in this pretty pink bow that i cant escape from??? im trying to make it all make sense but its just fucked and i hate sounding 2 edgy..... anywho skool tmrw so