looking for lost (?) recordings

gonna start posting whatever here, i told myself i'd start journaling and get bored so i think this would be more fun for me..

anyway, i've been looking for recordings for a band called "reason for hate." i became interested because a couple of members of my favorite band, sunny day real estate, played here (mostly for jeremy enigk.. sorry william.) i can't even remember how i found out about it but i went to do some research and i could only find one recording. as in one song. on the internet. i think it was bandcamp? probably. not going to go double check. i found this kind of crazy because even sunny day real estates first album / demo (before they were known by that name) is fully on youtube. there are some real low quality recordings of reason for hate's shows (i'm jealous i wasn't there) but i mean i can't make out ANYTHING. did a few more months of looking and i just decided to buy a cd from them because "wait they're still selling?" but no recordings online.. ok. so i "recovered" 2 songs. they recorded 10 in total (apparently). so i've made it a pretty big goal to find all 10 of them. there IS a vinyl with a 4th song i haven't heard but i never gave a damn about vinyls nor do i have a record player. i might have to invest in one at this point. i mainly use cassette tapes and ALL 10 SONGS are on a tape they sold in the 90's but theyre not being sold anymore and only 45 were ever made. i'm almost about to hunt people down who still have the tapes.

oh and also a guy in the band messaged me to ship the cd but i am WAY to afraid to directly ask for recordings so i'll do it the more fun and gratifying way thanks.