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greetings! it's been a while since my first entry. i'm writing once more because i realize that i am getting horribly rusty at this nowadays. schoolwork has taken a toll on me and my hobbies. i fear i still suck at math.
other than my hobbies rotting away in some faraway land-- i am doing fine. surprisingly, life has been full of meaning. i'm finding beauty in the little things again, writing poetry and other sweet nothings in my mind. i even got back into my old interest which is undoubtly bbc sherlock. i don't know what is it with sherlock and the handful of adaptations i like that bring me back to it no matter what phase i am in my life. it's not like i hate it, in fact, i love it. i love mysteries, i love the thrill of the chase. not that i'm the one in the chase, though somehow i wish i was. john shockingly reminds me of me and it's scaring me. another martin freeman character i relate to? horrible, horrible, horrible. worst part of it-- i too have a sherlock. well, it isn't a bad thing (i think...). he's smart, but he refuses to say so. he isn't cold, he's charming, he's the greatest man i've ever met. he's everything good and nothing bad. i fear if i keep going on i'll sound like john talking about sherlock.
i'll write again when i have something to say. this is a horrible entry and i hope you forgive me for the lack of personality in it. i may start writing with proper punctuation and whatever-- just to practice my writing more.
i miss being able to write. i miss poetry. i miss the feeling of a head resting on my shoulder.
yours,
r.
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leo
hey, this is excellent :-) sorry in advance if i'm treating it too much like a work of fiction in how i'm phrasing all of this. i really enjoyed reading it. coming back to writing is always excellent- okay, so that's a lie, sometimes it's like coughing up phelgm trying to remember how to do it again (for me, at least), but it's always a good thing to be doing and really fun/invigorating when you're back in it.
bbc sherlock is one hell of a show. can i give you a second-hand recommendation of "fawx & stallion" and "sherlock & co."? i'm still getting around to listening to them myself but they're both fiction podcasts based on, uh, well, it should be obvious by now. i'm told they're very good.
i enjoyed reading the part about your own sherlock. you sound like you think the world of him :D it gives me a very specific feeling, but not a bad one. to be honest, i'm curious to hear more, but obviously i can't ask/expect that of you (especially to an Internet Stranger TM). i guess...best of luck getting to stay in his company...or whatever makes sense to say for your situation, lol.
i don't think it's true that the entry had no personality, i quite literally grinned irl seeing "horrible, horrible, horrible.", tho my condolences ofc lol.
i've talked long enough there's just a lot i about this i love
tbh this comment is way more carefully written than usual which also means it might sound strange for which i apologise, it's all genuine
ok bye
hello!!
i am in shock that someone is willing to read my horrible rants on this website. sorry for replying 5 days too late! seeing your comment genuinely made my week.
it's more than fine if you treat it like a work of fiction, it makes me feel like a character in a corny coming of age book. jokes aside, thank you for your words. it means a lot to know that someone on this planet took the time to comment on a random blog i made.
yes, i've tried sherlock & co! i love it horribly but unfortunately there's some controversy happening surronding it apparently and i am mildly scared to go back. that pod means a lot to me, i listen to a lot when i'm in some 7-11 or at the hospital. oh and i'm not a sickly person. i guess saying "at the hospital" makes me sound like i go in and out of it but i just accompany my loved ones there. also i will keep your other recommendation in mind, thanks for this!!
yes, my sherlock... i fear i sound cheesy talking about him and i almost sound in love. no harm in that. i fear all watsons sound like they're in love when they talk about their holmes. he really means the world to me and i am horribly grateful he's around.
i'm giggling at the fact that you're giggling at what i said. i feel overwhelmed with your words (in a good way).
again, i keep saying thank you because your comment means a lot to me. i will be sure to talk more if you'd like, internet stranger TM!
hope your week goes outstanding.
by rey; ; Report
hi! don't worry about replying late,i can guarantee you i'm worse.
not only am i 2 days late to replying to this due to my vpn becoming a missing persons case (damn it uk internet laws), but sending a tumblr ask to me is basically the same as throwing a message out in a bottle into the sea,, even though i cherish all i receive ofc
about the controversy,, don't u just love discourse lol. hopefully it's nothing too serious, best case it's just fandom being fandom? whatever it is, i hope you can go back to enjoying it soon.
"no harm in that" - as long as you don't put him on an unreasonable pedastal, which i don't think you are, i completely agree.
and, finally - i'm glad :-D see you on the other side!
by leo; ; Report
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