Psycho Ex boyfriend is worse than I thought… part 3

This shit is so bad, please go see the other 2 parts before you read this.. 

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So now he is trying to report ME?! For trying to get evidence of him falsely accusing me of a crime, and swapping the roles playing victim. This is so fucking bad

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I NEED to confront him TODAY I can’t wait any longer or it will seriously be out of my control 

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It’s already way past pushing it, I’m holding on my a hair, I’ve been having anxiety attacks for 3 days straight, it’s not okay.. I did nothing wrong to him. He used me because I was in a bad mental state when we first got together, and I let him know that before hand, but he still got himself into it JUST SO THAT HE COULD RUIN ME! He leaked me dry of blackmail, so that once I finally chose to take the step to get better and break up with him, he could have exactly what he wanted, to ruin my life.. 

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i knew I should have left him sooner, but… I didn’t. Fucking stupid of me I know.. but I never would have thought it would be THIS bad

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If I don’t take care of this THIS WEEK it’s all over.. he WILL ruin me, and my entire social, family, and school life, as well as my mental health. 

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This is already taking a HUGE toll on me and my mental health..

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I’m so scared.. and mad, and sad, and in disbelief, and in distress, and enraged, and disappointed in him and myself. He fucking used me.. and I just let it happen.. and I knew that.. and when I started getting better he’s trying to bring me all the way back to square one. 

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But I’m NOT going to let that happen, no matter what. I never want to feel like that EVER again. I hate feeling the way I used to.. always alone.. 

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Please if you are reading this.. thank you. I will do my best to fix this

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 wish me luck..