The drive to create.

For a while now I've wanted to create so much, Art, Music, Stories ect, but for some reason I can't find it within myself to actually go forward with most of it. It feels as if my brain is always looking for new. I want to try to stick with one thing, but I can never seem to do so. 

I know for a fact I'm not the only person that this is happening to. It's the want versus the actual doing; The idea sounds so cool and amazing in my head, but when I sit down to actually realize it, I just can't.

I believe it's the fact there are no immediate results. To actually want to see something come to fruition, you have to make it first. (Obviously) but for whatever reason, no matter how much I understand that, my brain is still looking for that result. 

I don't want to force myself to do something, or I'll get burnt out on it. So perhaps I should start taking things slow, one step at a time from now on. I've always started thinking that whatever I'm working on wouldn't take that long, but I have to start realizing that things can take a long time to make. So long in fact that they may never be done, but that's ok. 

I need to realize that time is precious, so instead of worrying how long things could take to get done, I should just do them.

Hopefully for the next while I'll be working on my skills in music, and hopefully releasing at least one song. That also goes back into my last point, just doing it. I need to put my creativity out there instead of letting it rot within myself. If I don't show anything to anyone, how will I ever get the courage to do it EVER!

That's what I'll do! Hopefully you will all see something from me in the near (or far) future, whether that be a story, or a song, hell even a comic maybe! 

Anyway, Thx for reading my scattered internal ramblings!! CYA!

-Tori. L