by the time u realize you're growing up

so idk but i feel like being 17 is really hard..

the year just started and i'm already involved on bad grades, choosing the best even if i'm failing, which college is the best for me, am i really finishing school? am i good enough?

my thoughts go on and on, and i don't really know what to do :(

i'm not doing the best actually, i can do better but i'm quite lazy and i want to change that, there's no other things i can tell u rn, i'm just quite overworked

maybe i need to calm down, i'll stay positive:c

hope you're doing good, xoxo