i still miss the guy from two years ago

he has a girlfriend now and we never dated, but he reached out to me first after i thought it was finally over . i was finally moving on and forgetting everything until he texted me saying he remembers me and regrets never dating me. telling me that no girl is like me and that he would never care for his girlfriend like he did for me. did. i feel horrible for being hurt that he doesnt care about me anymore knowing he has a girlfriend. i would never continue anything with him knowing he has a girlfriend but it hurts finally getting my answer to the question ive asked through out these years. he never truly loved me or cared for me and it was truly all me. i dont want him to be my before real life or an experience to teach me of teenage love.  i wanted or want him to be my forever. but its cool cz im a boss.