Lesson: How to realize #03

I realized I didn't have to do much for someone who cared about me, I could be classified as naive at times or dumb but it's so easy to tell who cares about you.

You feel their love and sincerity, it feels comfortable and cozy at times to remain in their presence, and most importantly you can see it in their eyes.

Someone who doesn't care about you wouldn't put the effort in for you, wouldn't include you, and wouldn't look at you with sincerity. 

and therefore, I'm happy to of have let go of the past and meet those who see me for, me.

I don't need so much, I never had much during that time so even a little care can go a long way knowing at least I have somebody.

It may be comforting to some or may be for none. But knowing nothing will last a lifetime means I get to maximize it to its fullest potential and look back on it later, living life with no regrets,

Because if I did live with regrets, that'd mean I wouldn't be me today, no matter how many times I've hit rock-bottom throughout my life and how hard it was to get up and through it, I'd do it again in every universe. 

My suffering amounts to who I am today and even if i died tomorrow, I'd be grateful to of have lived a life full of experiences, unwanted or not.

at least i felt something at one point.