bruh wth am i even doing in school atp

im in the ib program at my school and it SUCKS. like its to the point i wanna drop out so bad because i cant take ANY of the classes i want to. 

WHAT DO YOU MEAN IM JUST NOT ALLOWED TO TAKE MARINE BIO?!?!?!

i can only have one elective(which is bs because i know like three people with more than one elective in ib) and i wanna take vet so bad, like most of the animals like me in there, including the evil dog(not the actually evil one, hes in a mood last he was brought to that class) but im in band. i loved marching season so much but concert band is ass, like its boring and all the wind players suck because most of them didnt do march and most the ones that did sucked in marching band because they just didnt try or listen, plus if youre a good player you get moved into wind ensemble so it just like bound to be like that. 

my english class….

she keeps giving us work for the seniors. she knows its the same stuff theyre doing(skill level and everything) and yet she still gives it to the freshmen. she then grades as though we were seniors, based off unstated parts of the assignment….

how am i supposed to know you wanted “literary device + strong verb + effect” in my annotations when you never said that, and we have never annotated like that, and you actually said to used some bullshit acronym. then half the kids dont me because she kept putting me in a group with the same actually stupid boys so now they think im dumb too. i dont mean that they dont understand some stuff, that doesnt make you stupid, i mean they use ai for everything. they dont do any of their work and for the last project i litterally did all of theirs because thats what the teacher said… they got higher grades on it than me. they did nothing, she knew they did nothing, told me to do everything, then gave me a 65% on the project while they had like closer to a 70%….

she is having us annotate what is the what by dave eggers… i have to right shit like symbols and like other things that are way harder to note because its not fiction. i understand theres motifs that i can note but like its a real story, about a fucking child in the sudanese civil war. it feels a little disrespectful.

i complained about those boys and was told i would not have to work with them on our next group project. now its the next group project, and i am in a group with one other person. everyone else is in groups of 5-6. we have the exact same amount of work. our current assignment is to find six motifs she has listed on a sheet, each motif like split within the group, so at most for the other groups one person has two at most. three motifs isnt really that much but its 4-5 pages for each and i know her standard.

shes supposed to be my senior ela teacher, but who know because she keeps taking about quitting and all her vocab quizes have like 4 questions talking about her quitting.

why the hell do i just skip spanish 3. i mean i dont care that much, im in spanish 2 now so ill take aice spanish next year but all the sophomores go straight to spanish 4. 

why am i taking ap macroeconomics as a freshman. like there was a total of 1000 freshmen who took ap macro where i live last year, like 900 were from my school. and like its less then a 50% pass rate including seniors, who had to choose that class, so why are a bunch of 14-15 year olds taking it. lowkey not that hard thought, i mean unit 4 was like the make or break test and he said if you got slightly above a 50% and keep trying you would probably pass the exam and i got well over that. 

i hate this school man, i just wanna take the cool classes  but i wanna leave the country and ib would make it easier for me the study zoology in another country. but taking classes like marine bio will also get me a bit closer to studying zoology i think :(