heavy heart

I went to school today and the same ache that used to sit with me visited me again. My classmate's faces seem to blur and their chatters feels like they're hovering over me. My body grew weary more and more as time pass by and my chest felt so tight. I worry and I worry, when will this dreadful feeling stop dwelling in me. 

Walking home by myself with my heavy bag, I tried to make sense of why I couldn't solve the equations. Am I not smart? I thought I was. By the time I reached home, my legs gave out.

I made dinner and ate by myself. I miss a certain girl who was always nice to me, she's pretty too. I complimented her bracelet and she gave it to me, I'll always cherish it. I've stayed up unreasonably late, it's raining softly.