i feel so down aaaa

its so difficult to keep going aughhhhh.

i do have family n friends n all but my family doesnt get me at all n my friends are quicky leaving me for their other friends soooo

also césar (a great GREAT friend, could jokingly be considered my hubbie hehe) isn't answering texts because his phone was taken away and i feel super low all the time bc i usually talk to him all the time and its been two very rough weeks