Female Friends

        Thos crazy  asf gurls, first of all Im not sure why the same thing keeps happening to me with the FEMALE friends but with boys it doesnt. I struggle more with those insane creatures that with my lovers, I dont seem to find a normal one bc everytime I find a girl who connects with theres a big big problem that end up the friendship and makes them hate me. They always get mad at me bc I try to help them with their bad choixes, at the beggining I thought it had to be my fault if there was no one, not two but múltiple times so I did introspection and in fact there was something wrong with me, I had a bad form of helping them so I started my self work but then this last one that Im absolutely sure had NO REASON to hate me just fucked everything weeks ago, Im sad and mad that she didnt even answer my goodbye text

        I always seek for an explanation that they wont give me, I know that even if I find out why this happens that by itself wont makes me feel better, thats under my responsability to be on peace wwith them and with me bc those things happens and one has to search the good thing about it. Im just haunted by the thought of how unfair it is, also I can be a madure person but that doesnt mean that I completely do not care what they think, and not even just they but the people they share the history of what happened to sound better to them and something that really affects me is to be misunderstood 

        Bro if someone tries to explain to you in a good way that youre doing something harmful for yourself just try to understand why they say it even if you dont like it, neither your friends or your parents normally hate you or want bad for you so they might be trying to help you