easter blogg

my Easter was spent dying eggs in different colors and creating ornaments on them using plants, exploring the forest for future camp spots, getting scared that an animal is watching me in the forest and reading sylvia plath. 

ok but the animal one is pretty serious and kinda? funny. so I was walking my dog along the river, imagining myself as frodo on the quest for the ring and then I saw a MASSIVE white dog run out of the forest. mind you, we are in a forest, and the closest neighbour house is like 2km away from me. first I thought I was schizophrenic, because the dog was big and skinny, and had tall legs, like a hunting dog. and my dog is totally not a hunting dog. he is small, corgi like and friendly. so I did what any normal person would do. I ran. The big dog ran back in the forest, so all was okay. later, me and my friends went back to check the place, armed with our childhood bows and a machete. we found hound footprints, but all of us were collectively scared to go deeper than 20 meters in the forest lmao. 

yesterday(the day after the dog) me and my sister were exploring the forest for possible camping spots for survival stuff and we found an animal path that led to the place where I saw the dog. it was also pretty close to the road, so the dog probably came from there.

most of the time, when im not scared that some werewolf is going to jump out and get me behind my back, walking in the forest or on the field is so chill. in the evening I put on some music and went for a walk on the dirt road. it's 1km one way, so the walk is not really long or challenging. walking back I decided to go through the forest to a field. it was so pretty. the sun was setting and there was Jeff Buckley playing in my wired earphones. I felt like jo march walking through the field with my pants pulled up. i sat on a hunting outpost and watched the sun set for 10 minutes. it was so peaceful.

this walk really made me miss summer. I can't wait for it to come quicker. skip the exams, i need to walk in the fields covered in the golden sun of june evenings. who can survive alone on april rains and the cold sun of winter?