mean ppl

so, not all my interactions with others have been great, actually lots of them were quite mean, people talking about the scars and wounds on my hands and arms, about how pale i look, about how i seem to show no interest in others, or about my eyes, their favorite topic, obviously it's the most noticeable, but PLEASE, i wake up and look at myself everyday, i know how i look, i don't need others telling me "but have you tried looking straight?" like, YES, when i was a kid and didn't know anything about it. i don't mind when kids ask me about it, bc they're kids, child curiosity is fine, the problem is when a fully grown adult does it, trying not to be mean (or worse, actively trying to), but being completely rude.
my school years were the worse about that and i don't even need to say why, i spent a lot of time thinking i was the problem
but fortunately, i haven't had that kind of problems here, it's the first time i feel peaceful (except for that one guy who said my conditions were "hot"...... ¿¿¿¿¿¿¿)
anyways, if you got here, thanks for reading this, i needed to vent a bit, if you didn't read it or got bored midway it's fine too n.n 
thanks also to all the nice and lovely ppl i talk with here


(that drawing is not mine, but represents my love to all of you)