Bored on da net

spring has felt so dull its so hot one week and then gloomy cold and windy the next, i just want it to be summer already or atleast may. By then it has to be nice and hot, but not tooooo hot, and i can finally use my apts pool ><

this summer i want to work more because i love money but i also have to find another apt complex to live in, i dont think im gonna renew because rent here is insane and my place is so tiny for the price. i think the reason its so expensive tho is bc they are kinda new, like 3 years old, and rlly nice but honestly i dont care if my fridge goes from grey to white if it means i can save money. i have a concert and a wnba game in may so im so excited for those :> 

i have been super into smokedope2016 as of lately i saw him open for snow strippers last month in Oakland CA and originally i was more excited for snow strippers but i feel like after seeing him live, i appreciated his music more and got even more into him after. he recently came out w the album "The Comedown", which is his final album for his trilogy. his other albums in the trilogy are "The Comeup" and "The Peak", and i genuinely think all of the albums are amazing. i have been listening non stop to the comedown and tbh i don't think i've ever been this much into an album like right after its release, i feel like it takes me a bit of time to really soak up an album and appreciate it for what it is. but its just that good... and i'll get to see him again in may!!! Im so excited girl i have to think of my concert fit asap. some of my favs from the album are: Kush, Banshee, Ozweego, and Lips Sealed. i rlly recommend listening :) 

i also just wanted to vent a little i feel like honestly life has never been harder but its ok like are you even mexican if you can't lose it all and then gain it all back??? ik at the end of the day a lot of my problems are so tiny compared to how bad they could be and the best thing for me is keeping a calm and mostly positive mind. it isn't too hard for me to be positive, i have a lot to be grateful for, but lately it has just been so so easy to be negative.. hopefully when summer comes im more motivated to leave my house and soak in the sunny rays and magically be healed.. or atleast tan a little.. 

ty to anyone who reads i just wanted to write i think blogs are fun ^^ hope ur day is marvelous and you find a brand new cart and $100 on your way home today BESOS