I don't even know just read it ig

Hello,u know i love this app because u can rant about shit and maybe find people out here who read it and actually find themself in yours words.I think life for me for a while is fucking up idk i feel something is happening and i am not there to claim it, I will do something with my life and one day i will become what i so crave idk i just wish for a small soviet apartment and maybe one of those emo gf u keep seeing popping up on your fyp idk why i romantice them so much i guess i just love people who express themselfs maybe because i was to afraid to do it myself eh dosen't matter really i do it now and most of my friends call me a blonde emo so i guess i am doing something.Idk i am tired i will keep posting stuff and more smart stuff right now i feel sick and tired.Have a great night guys and message me if u just idk wanna talk about your life i am here