Small dreams?

When I think of my future, I truly only have one scene in mind. This way of thinking probably feels a bit sad because in all honesty, I just want stability and I don't have much of that lol. 😭 I don't want to get married, I don't want to live in a family neighborhood, I don't want children, and hell- I don't want to be close with my family at all by this point. 

I want to be a therapist with reasonable hours, living in a walkable city, renting a cute apartment with my two cats and having time for my own hobbies. I want a loving friend group that isn't toxic and wouldn't fall apart due to a small misunderstanding and an active social life without weirdos up in my face. (IM LOWKEY A WEIRDO BUT AM I WRONG FOR ALSO WANTING A SPICY LIFE WITHOUT THE COMMITMENT OF A RELATIONSHIP..) ANDDD every night I want a small little moment to myself where I'm on my cute little balcony that has a gorgeous view of the city, and smoking my shit off to mystical music. 

Is that too much to ask :3