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spring break has started! woohoo!
nothing new to report, honestly. same old problems bothering me. but i want to study software development now?
i made a python algorithm for my intro to software tech class and yeah i just wanna do this.
ive been reading a lot of fanfiction... im like, bad at reading fanfiction? i dunno, i get all restless about it. its like a mental overload. like every couple minutes i just have to walk around.
thinking about deleting pinterest. i love lord of the rings. uhh i dunno. i really wanna say something but i dont know what it is but i dont wanna leave until i can say it. thats kind of how i am. i never wanna leave on an uncertain note.
they read my quote on the school announcements. it was incredibly basic. 'not all those who wander are lost'. tolkien. its not even new to me. but its special now, because i actually read it in the book. dont ever spoil a classic for yourself. if i had a kid i would get them started early. read lotr to them. they would grow up watching the best movies ever.
gosh i would be so awful at having a kid!! obviously i dont know how i'll be in the future, but if my current state is any indicator... yeah no. that sounds pretty corny, huh? but you dont know me. you dont even know what im talking about.
ive been watching too much youtube and too little tv. im not very into the vampire diaries right now but it'll probably come back. i wanna rewatch the planet of the apes movies. i fuckin love planet of the apes.
got a 74 on my playing test today. we did it as a section. sucked balls. we tried again. sucked the same exact amount. for some reason my teacher was showing us how to read a clock?
god i dont wanna go. theres something i need to get out. im searching and searching and searching and i cant find it. im restless. i need to watch one movie a day. i wanna say something memorable. i cant find it in me. my nails have really grown. im very proud. thinking about getting braids for the first time in over a year. buried alive inside my dreams.\
i think i found it. i feel like im not doing anything good with my time. when i get a break i spend too much time just doing nothing and not even enjoying it. close enough. i just gotta figure out a window to break out.
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Expiredbug
you got any fan fiction recs? if you dont mind sharing, I been trying to find some but its a desert out there...no good ones...
I think it shows an issue in how I use my time when watching a movie is the most productive part of my day
when im feeling restless going outside makes things alot better, stop roaming around in a concrete block with no sun yk
also I like how this blog was formatted, lots of information but its not some big ass block of text that strains my eyes tryna read it
idk what fandoms ur in but uhhh i like this (unfinished) series on ao3 called 'all hail the boy king', its supernatural
TBF its less about what you do with your time and how you do it... like, watching movies is sort of like enrichment, yknow? it's culture. basically the more you are thinking, the more you are utilizing ur time.
thats actually such a good idea i should go outside.. gotta wait 4 the pollen to let up, though, cuz its really killing me
LOLOL thanx!! ur actually lucky u clicked on this post because i write the most terrible run-on sentences... i was just kinda restless when i wrote this
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alright thanks i'll check the fic out! doesn't really matter the fandom im not too picky
I also write way too many run-on sentences but you just gotta break stuff up, it drives me nuts when people dont do that, I like the way old books write tho, no periods just a bunch of commas and words words
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