I like to imagine no one will ever read these

Its been a stressful winter break, navigating work and leaving, my family, and college. I got diagnosed with some stuff too, medical stuff. I'll be sick for months appearently, but I can't stop working and school because bills/scholarships. 

I miss people. I thought I'd be okay being alone, I managed to survive the first months of the pandemic, but I can't remember if it was this bad.