Day 25 4.2.26

I feel like there is no substance to me. I’ve been trying to reflect on the things I’ve learned throughout my life and I can’t find one thing I can take a stance on. 

On one hand, I suppose I’ve learned the importance of subjectivity. To always put yourself in another’s shoes to understand what they think and need, but that’s always come naturally to me. 

I just feel like I’ve never had to learn a hard lesson. Or maybe I’m too good at repression and I forgot the hard things that should’ve taught me something because it’s easier to forget.

It just makes it hard when I’m trying to use my experiences to story craft, because it’s as if I have no experiences.