mocks

im so scared of feeling sad and depressed this month, and it's already hitting, i feel sad for no reason. goshh i cant be like this with exams so closeee i cant fuck this up.

idk why I'm so upset for no reason. It may be bcz the mocks are next week and i havent fully covered all the topics, and the grades for these mocks will be given to our parents, and I'm so nervous about their reaction, they are not abusive, but just the disappointment look is enough.

These three weeks are just mocks. its so unfair. They think they are doing a good job, but its only making the students more nervous. Well, I mean, it's kinda good, but at the same time, some students fall over nervousness. They can just send us the papers online to solve, idk why is our skl like this. The gov clearly said no student should be at school, and our vice principal went ahead and asked the gov for permission, and i think they agreed, cuz they haven't said anything about not doing the mocks.

And the fact that there are more bombs in the afternoon, they litt bombed two or more factories, it's so unsafe. But if this is what they think is good, then i hope a fucking bombs hits the living shi out of me, just to make them feel guilty their entire life.

oh and the fucking mocks start from 1 to 5, and then later, when we come back home, our energy is sucked from us and we will probably have no energy left to study/review.