Hair

I have had the same hair style for like the last 18 years. I wear two braid or two dutch or two pony tail with braids. I have really long and curly hair I have always struggled wearing it out because it just a lot and I have this problem whenever I change something about my self I get super nervous because people I know notice and they make a big deal about it like I wish I could just change something about my self without anyone acknowledging i it I feel like that would be perfect. But Now that I am in college and I dont know anyone I have trying new stuff with it but it just so weird.