Death and Creation

Truth is found in our hearts, and our hearts can be found in our dreams and projections. <

Dreams will be found in Reality and Reality will be found in the Unknown (essentially the roots of the physical.)

The unknown will be found in instability and instability will be found in uncertainty.

Uncertainty will be found in everything and everything will be found in our subjective truth.

It's a cycle that the human brain can't break free from, and in which breaking free from it would crack the essence of existence. 

Let's say we divide it into two parts,

[Reality, The Unknown (roots...physical), Instability, Uncertainty] = Death, Objectivity, Inaction.

[Truth, Our Hearts, Dreams] = Creation, Existence, Hope.

Which one will you choose? It's a choice we all tend to make in several occasions.
You could die not contributing to any changes in anyone, or you could subjectively let your heart guide you into leaving a mark on mother earth.

The choice may be obvious, but it requires effort. You essentially pay time to create something subjectively timeless.

But everything will objectively dissapear, That's a pattern we can all sense.

It is really hard to be positive in the idea of leaving a mark that will presumably (subjectivly presumed) completely vanish with time. All the joy in life is achieved by ignoring all of this, by essentially distracting yourself with dreams or human intimacy. Because that is the thing--
We humans don't have the capacity to be alone because there is only our dreams to distract ourselves with, and if there is no objective reality that can further confirm the possibility of respective dream, we logically believe it is fake. A fluke. An illusion we set ourselves. But in fact,
Everything around us is an illusion. The thing that keeps us believing in the hypnosis of the illusion is the reality that supports that illusion.
This is why people believe in religions. Things, most likely human-made. Take the bible as an example, it supports the dreams of something higher, a more powerful being above us. Everything that gives us hope is made by humans that are progressively and more and more intensly lying to themselves.

And I don't have more answers to why this would be. 

I do actually, but it's mildly depressing. As if this whole thing isn't depressing enough.

But here I go. It is because of that need for an illusion. Lying to ourselves is how we create something to leave a mark on this earth. We lie to ourselves so that we can continue living and wasting time and actually have a reason to do it. If we try doing what nature wants us to do, which is stop dreaming and just breathe and exist, we become emotionally drained and depressed. We need a reason to continue living, and dreaming of something as far away, but also as close as, love itself is enough for us to continue creating things that are only limited to time. Love, or what we call it is itself just a dream that our brain is programmed to believe since it drives you to reproduce.

Why does the brain want to reproduce? What is the roots of wanting to live? Why would an atom want to be created and then continue wanting it untill it perishes?

Another question we have no answer to, so we come to believe in what we do own, which is our dopamine receptors. Something that releases different toxins to the brain that makes us feel energetic and good about ourselves. Another distraction from the ending fate. Depressed yet?

What we call life and existence is something we had already agreed the terms & conditions for. The terms and conditions are to keep breathing, and so we do. But as human beings, we have freedom to set our own terms and conditions, so we will keep creating, keep loving, keep hating, keep talking, keep behaving, keep on living. And see what other objective truths were given to us, so that we can make new dreams and make things that will make others dream and distract themselves. Now that you have embraced the dark and brighter sides of life, find what way of living suits you, and show life that you can actually find meaning, and that at least for a little while you can make yourself and your creations live on throughout history and mankind itself.

Life is beautiful, lets follow our deepest rooted desires and wants, and make it even more charming and interesting. Think about it-- If this was a science experiment, they'd be in wonder!

Now the reason I am posting this publicly is just due to my want and need to connect. I want you to comment, I want you to share your thoughts so that I can remind myself that I'm not alone in life, so I can remind myself that there's still a lot to learn or so that I can get a new perspective on how others think. I don't want to be alone, and I bet you don't too. It's the truth, this is the most honest I've ever been to myself and to anybody ever. So feel free to comment and share your thoughts, if you have any. Although I understand if you're speechless. I've said a lot. xd