senior year coming to an end

and suddenly, i graduate high school next month. that doesn't even sound like a sentence i should utter, let alone say it while it's true. i have felt unreal all year long so it feels like it's been two months when it's really been seven months. i somehow managed to have less of a plan of what i'm doing after high school now than i did in the beginning of the year. film industry is calling my name but everyone in my life thinks it won't work out :/. plus, i'm wasian so my mom and her entire side of the family want me to be a nurse BAD. i really don't know what to do but hopefully i figure it out.