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Should i kill myself or go to school

Guys should i kill myself or go to school please let me know i swear guys I'm done with this shit bro school makes me stress so much to the point i start seeing things that aren't real. IM SERIOUS. I don't sleep like uhm for like days if i do its 1-2 hours guys my dad knows about my school I don't want to go I'll kill myself  y'all got some tips ro advice cuz I'm running out of ideas..


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Someone

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I'm guessing it'll result in bad if you tell your parents, right? And as I read, the teachers usually picks you and you have anxiety, so it's hard to respond to them.
I genuinely understand your pain, I do the same, I'm depressed but my parents are kinda shit with life but I can do with that (Always did), and at school I do NOT work, like AT ALL.
Try to stay strong in school, if they pick you just brush it off and say that you don't know and force it until they leave you alone. Once a new year of school starts, start off by doing barely anything, so they'll understand from the start that they probably shouldn't pick you for answers and work.
If they still pick you just quack them I don't know?? Because for example with me being absent to classes is a pain in France because the education national PISSES YOU OFF WITH IT, but I still skip some classes sometimes anyway, like for example there's 1 teacher I just don't go to her classes anymore because I simply DESPITE her. I do not want to see her face ever again.


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Lol yes. I'll try!! I skipped school for a few days i think im better now ig thanks for your opinion hunni

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Nice for you :) You're welcome!!^^

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Jane

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The stressed because of school is so real because they overworked us and there's never a benefit and we always got the short end of the stick.
Always forced to be there even when you don't feel like it.
School is shit and even the teachers know it.
I do have a solution though.
Try to take a mental health day.
Try 3 days no school and just be at peace with yourself.
This 100% works because you get to sleep, oh gosh, the sleep will feel like the cure to cancer.
I know from experience so please don't hUrTt yourself bud!
Watch casoh and Coryxkenshin and sleep.
Trust me, they are both good for the soul.


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Exactly school fucking exhausts me I'm so tired i swear but i did skip school which made me feel better my guitar also helps me cope. You're a sweetheart

by nonnie ♡; ; Report

Awwwweee tyyyyy

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idontknowyou

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have a cup of coffee


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Is this supposed to be an Albert camus refrence?!

by nonnie ♡; ; Report

u got it

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krets

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you should let your school counselor know about how you're feeling


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HELLLL KNOW!!! SHE'S TELL MY PARENTS DUDE! SO NOT SAFE

by nonnie ♡; ; Report

Isn't there some sort of professional secrecy agreement where you live that your school has? You're obliged to be mentally well when going to school, not depressed and suicidal

by krets; ; Report

Man..i wish but i cant do anything school genuinely makes me sick!! My parents don't take anything of mine seriously I'm so upset and I'm already anxious even though school doesn't start till Monday or something

by nonnie ♡; ; Report

Your parents love you a lot, it sounds like your relationship with them is just very disconnected. Start talking with someone at school about how you're feeling, and later when you're ready, if you're determined, make plans with them whether you want to tell your parents about your situation or not. They love you very much, so hearing how you're feeling would break their heart, not make them mad. Remember It's the counsellor's job to make sure you're feeling alright.

by krets; ; Report

I don't know about them loving me a lot honestly but thanks for your advice you're very sweet!

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FEL1X

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My suggestion is to go to school but don't do anything since you're depressed. That's what I've been doing.


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Man.. I dont know my teacher for some reason always has to pick me for every fucking thing!! I have severe anxiety too so i start shaking and i can't speak it's so embarrassing.

by nonnie ♡; ; Report

I'm so sorry to hear that 3Why does your dad force you to go? Does he even give a reason why? School is literally making you sick because of your anxiety, you should be allowed to do homeschool or school online. I wish there was more I could do to help.

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I don't know both my parents are weird. If they don't see me suffer because of school they think im not studying I'm also in an online college which they don't approve of..they want me going physically. Also you're so sweet ♡

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