Pros&cons to sh

Sorry if you don't want to hear this next time just just don't click on  the post :p

Pros.                                                            Cons

I'm not miserable                                       I hurt myself 

I continue on with my life                         if people find out I'm fucked

Eases the mental pain                              not a good long terms coping mechanism 

Im not constantly crying.                          I dont want to, but don't know what else to.                                                                        do 

Mentally I think and act better.                I feel a little bad for doing it 

Once again sorry for typing this, I know it's a cringe fuck. even if nobody reads this typing it out made me feel better