𓆩♡𓆪 i wonder...

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lately, i feel as if ive been in a bit of a slump. sure, theres good moments in life, but they're only fleeting and i feel so helpless. the universe isnt guiding me, its just... leaving me there. one day i just want to sit down on the beach and hear the sounds of the waves calm me down. i definitely need some relaxation like that.

i think blogging here should be a new hobby of mine. i can vent, rant, say whats on my mind, etc. and maybe someone out there can relate too. maybe they can feel me and we can connect. i think i honestly just wish somebody understood my struggles lmao. being a teenager really isnt easy.

ive been trying and trying to romanticize my life, but it isnt as simple as it seems. it feels like such a slow process and. yeah. i guess what im trying to say is that i feel lost in life. i dont know what to do, what my passions even are anymore, and what my purpose is. im super scared for the future. im sure this feeling will go away, but...

sometimes i wonder if it wont.