can't believe i made it this far.

now what? i'm done with school. in between phases. transitional phases are the most relaxing times of my life. the switch between my old school and my new school, it was so peaceful. atleast i remember it being peaceful. i didn't have to worry about a thing. cuz i knew there was some plan that god had for me. i think i've lost that connection now.

its too early for me to be in a spiritual crisis or something, but i kinda do like the idea of christianity. but i also identify myself as a hindu, i've grown up with this religion and i like it. it's not about what it says, but mostly about what i feel when i'm thinking of jesus, or if im thinking of the hindu gods. i feel the same thing. jesus is just a channel for me to talk to the higher being, and so are the hindu gods. if the receipient is the same, does the messenger matter?

i think about it daily.