Its never enough.

I feel like no matter how picture perfect I seem to look, it's never enough. I set the filter on the camera, I find a good background, I spend hours on my hair, I get 1 good picture out of 1000 and I look in a mirror and feel this pit in my stomach . It's never enough. I spent $20 at a beauty store on extensions, lashes, fishnets, bows, nail glue, I go home and I stare at it. I'm broke and still fucking insufferable. I hate looking at myself, I put in so much effort to become the person I've always wanted to be, but I hate myself. I hate the way I act, the way I walk the way I talk, I hate the way I exist and take up space. I hate my face . Will it ever be enough?