Trauma Dump

So when I was in 5th grade I got my first phone so obviously I had a gc with my best friends, and in that group I wrote some inappropriate jokes I heard from my classmates because I thought it was funny. A few months passed and I thought nothing of it but then I was randomly called to the councilors room on a random ass morning on Monday. At first she just had normal conversations trying to learn about me. Anyways it was like that until one friday when I went there again, there was this other teacher there who looked much older and not to body shame but bigger in size. She introduced herself as someone to talk to if someone is beating you up everyday or something like that. They then proceeded to show me the image of the messaged I sent and because I said daddy these stupid bitches thought I was talking about my real dad (I wasnt) and they thought he raped me because it was too descriptive and freaky for my age ( I was just freaky ngl) and they questioned me for like an hour that felt more like an interrogation than anything I tried to tell them it was a stupid joke and I heard it from my classmates but they didnt believe me so I tried making excuses so my story changed a lot making them even more suspicious. They told me they wont tell my parents but guess what happened the second I entered home... My parents confronted me and I tried to tell my dad it wasn't him but he didn't believe me either and the school recommended me to a therapist. When I went to the therapist she told me that the only thing that the councilor told her was that something happened in a group chat so that's when I realized I could take this to my advantage. I always said a different story than the one I was sent there for and not the actual thing. After a few months the therapist told me that I didn't need to go to her and that nothing was wrong with me and she was confused why I was even there, I smiled and said yes and I didn't know why either but I was so scared that I suddenly felt heavy droplets of sweat coming down my arms. (By this point I was going to the counselor every Friday and a therapist at the same time). I started wondering who might have told on me and I remembered the same time I started going to the councilor, my friend (lets call her Hannah) and I had a fight and she probably did it as revenge. Anyways summer passes and now it's 6th grade our relationship is strained at the beginning of the year and we stop being friends and become enemies. She decides to be a rude bitch and say stuff about me but idgaf until it starts reaching the end and she starts bullying me for no reason and its the corniest shit ever, one example is when I was filling up my water bottle she kicked it out my hand and said weird people shouldn't drink water and filled hers instead, she kept doing stupid shit like that so I decided to write down the things she did. Using those notes I wrote an e-mail about her and some other people to another newer councilor and the principal. This was a day before the last day of school and when we graduated and stuff so my plan was to ruin her last day by sending her to the principal. I was so happy when it pissed her off badly. I ruined her last day of that year and because of the graduation that made it a once in a lifetime situation I knew she would never forget this. Lets skip the time to today she still talks about me and says rude things but she looks far worse than me plus idc. I will never forgive her. She made me the enemy in a lot of fights in our friend group even though they were over simple stupid things she exaggerated. Because she decided to lie to the principal she almost got the cops to come to our house over fake allegations she created. She ruined my trust towards talking to people online in case they might use it against me and my parents have trust issues with me being on the internet. She basically ruined my relationship with people and still has the audacity to be rude and a stupid bitch.

Best Regards,

Gabby Douglas (jk)