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Hello there people of Space hey I don't post many blogs since I don't really know what to say..but well I guess I am posting this blog in the hopes maybe I could receive tips of help..
I have been dealing with a lot of stressful things recently such as well embarrassed to say but grades have been VERY low due to me just losing motivation to even try anymore I mean I have reached a new level of "low low" due to something happening recently..I had lost a girl who was very dear to me she was my Northstar (from daredevil ifykyk) she was really special and important yk? my beacon my reason to stay grounded but due to me making such an awful and stupid mistake I ended up hurting her and now she hates me and ever since that day I have felt like I have been living in auto pilot just moving around and doing things without actually doing it such as I doom scroll while feeling as if I wasn't..my days just flash by before I even notice..and worst part of it all I still think about her throughout my days entirely just her and her alone..I did get pretty attached but ey what can I do yk?.
I feel pretty lost without her and I do really want her back I so very need her back..but well I just feel as if I am losing myself entirely maybe falling into insanity but who knows.
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hey. its okay. its okay to want someone even after they left. everyone makes mistakes. i had a really bad burnout for 7 months, almost 8. i only realized it last month, living just by doomscrolling and doing nothing with my life. so i improved it slowly like doing small things. it doesn't have to be as big as "start a new hobby" or "learn a new language"! i think the small things i did for example: showering when i'm still tired, putting my phone away 5 minutes earlier, eating something helped me a lot. i feel a lot better now.
about the grades, i can't really help on it since i suck at school. like suck suck. but i got my grades up by even if its the night before the test? i do small notes. like i could write 3 sentences and then i'd get even at least a bit of confidence for the test.
i think this is all i can really say for now, i hope it helps and i believe in you always.