New Desired Reality

The other day, I was forced to go to a somewhat local high school for an event in the afternoon. For context, I am not someone who attends one of those "american dream" high schools. My school has six classrooms.

Total.

I never really thought about how life could be if I went to the average high school in my area. So it never really affected me all that much. But after visiting that school its got me thinking.. how much am I really missing out on??

It had such large buildings, a gorgeous quad, a huge gymnasium, their own library with computers in it etc etc. Right now I can only imagine what its like to attend there.

The school is so beautiful. I wonder if being there every day feels just as beautiful.

Considering my current circumstances in this life, there is a certain ZERO percent chance that I could ever transfer to that high school or really any other high school in my district. But if you know me, you know I don't take "no" for an answer (sometimes lol). And I'm really determined about this. I WANT to experience regular high school life without the constrictions of going to a "good" "smart kids" school.

So naturally thats going to be my next dr :)

I honestly have no idea about normal high school life, so if there are some really bad things that go down there I'm welcome to feedback about things I should script out (or in)! heheheh maybe you guys could also comment what its like im sooooo curious.