My not so whimsical life

Hi everyone, or whoever is reading this.

So, recently I've been wanting to make my life more "enjoyable" in some sort of way, like I've been trying to romanticize the way I go through the day, if you know what I mean.

And I've come to the conclusion that most of the things that happen to us in our daily basis and how we feel about them is kind of our choice.

I'm not talking about things that affect us tremendously, or choices other people make that affect us consequently. But I'm talking about how we perceive our surroundings, how much time we put on our daily activities, how we treat people and ourselves, and most importantly how we speak and treat to ourselves in a more private way.

Why does everything good we do for our own fun or care, has to be seen?

We can actually dress cute, plate our food in a pretty way, and be happy without showing everyone that we are what we are, without feeling that everything has to be a performance.

So from now on, my own way of making me feel like I'm living my own little whimsical movie, is to stop feeling like everyone has to see me, it's to start being myself with and without people around, it's to start talking like I'm just a walking encyclopedia or whatever makes me feel more like my inner child self.

That's it for the day guys, ilysm and take care of yourselves, byee

(I'll start writing more often about my journey if anyone is interested)