03/28/2026

Hi~~! It's Dosie again. I just got back from my trip to our capital city, and I'm sooo tired! I won't get in detail what I was doing, but it was both tiring and food. I can't say I ate delicious food, because I didn't. I had the most average ramen ever, a banana shaped bread that tasted like chemicals, a milkshake that was too sweet and a red velvet cookie that was the only good thing I ate on this trip. I wanted to write something for my non-existent readers. But it's ok, I write it for myself!
Ok, coming straight to the point - jobs. I will soon have to get employed (yikes!) so I need to choose my profession. I am thinking about something about fashion. At first I thought of becoming a stylist. But unless you're not a stylist for designer brands, you're not getting the bag. Then, I thought of fashion journalist. I absolutely love writing. I've been writing for years now. When I was a child, I would write short stories in my notebook. But I'm afraid my grammar isn't good enough! I know I make mistakes, and don't put commas in the right places. And before all of that, I wanted to be a photographer. I love taking eerie photos of nature in the dark. I used to post some pictures of that on my instagram page, but I stopped because I was scared my followers will think I'm a weirdo. I also feel like I already took all pictures I could. My town isn't too interesting either. I'd love to become like an alt photographer, but I wouldn't make a lot of money. I don't want to become a normie one too. I wouldn't enjoy taking pictures of Mary age 34 and Tom age 35 on their wedding with boring, bland music in the back. I'd rather be jobless.
I have absolutely no idea what to do!!! Could you help me choose? I'm in a really bad situation...:(