pleasure

tw// weight talk, competitive 3d

yesterday i watched a couple of movies while i was waiting for my bf to come home from work and i had a yummy subway sandwich, i also drank again (pretend to be shocked) i had pineapple vodka shots and that shit was so good ik a lot of ppl don't fuck with vodka but i love it. also TMI 9i personally don't believe in tmi but just putting a warning anyways) i used my toy that i got at spencers and i squirted for the first time and i felt a little ashamed i didn't even know i could do that but yeah i had set an alarm to watch f1 qualifying but i fell tf asleep (╥﹏╥). im getting a bit worried tho because my bf has been gaining weight as well and today while he was getting ready for work he pointed out how fat he's gotten and how tight his jeans are and i suggested going to the gym together cuz it could help us drink less as well but im mentally ill so i dont wanna start accidently competing with him and then we both have a anna off (?!?) i wanna try and lose weight in a healthy way but ik how i am with my anna thoughts but anyways im probably about to eat brekkie cuz i gotta go slave away later (bleh at least im making money)