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☾ date:25.03.26
🖤 mood: -Unknown to describe-
🎶 soundtrack:PastPraying
💬 quote of the day:You need to make mistakes to step further in life

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I dont know what to do. I cant handle my whole School situation and im Overstressed all the time they want good grades from me and dont stop the new imput of new things im at the edge to trew everything up but tbh i dont want that its just 1/5 years left but im not far away from middle exams like i feel way to dumb to do that. Rn i only have 4 days left to write another like 5 pages and next week im 18 like how ... i dont feel ready to end the Tutorial in life ... i desocialize again and falling back into my ED and the feeling of going under grows and grows and to top all of that i have a paranoid shizophrenic coming up...LIKE HOW..what do i do wrong i always try to be kind to others and i never really hate anything or anyone but still people dont wanna do something with me. Im Suffocating and i will end up more and more emppty till even the light of my adhd blows off and im just an emotionless body without human being in it. I dont know really more then hate i get from others anymore. Im suffocating in thoughts and Pain - But to end this with something good ..APRIL 2 I FINALLY GET MY FIRST PIIERCINGS!!! IM LOOKING FORWARD

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𖤐 i survived today i guess 𖤐