Thoughts part 1

How can I feel like I'm screaming but no one can hear me? How can I be giving but feel like I'm getting nothing. How do you shut the demons down in your head. How? Just How? My heart it's aching for the love I thought I deserved. My body, longing to feel a tender touch. My lips longing to be kissed with passion. You don't see me. You never did. You saw my body. You saw my eyes. But honestly do you know the flaws, even though you accepted them, why do you turn away? Can't you see my heart is breaking. Can't you see that I'm losing hope. I'm losing hope in everything. I'm losing it, but all I can sit here and do is scream for the attention, I've been denied.