A shitty poem i wrote.

I love you more than ive ever loved.
And I need you more than ive ever needed.
And I want you more than ive ever wanted.
And ive never been more terrified,
Of my own shitty patterns and behaviours.
Of my own apathy towards everything,
Of my own desperate need for approval.
Of myself, my damage, my humanity.
I'll spiral. I'll hurt. I'll cry. I'll panic.
I'll kick. I'll scream. I'll run. I'll cut.
I'll think. I'll blink. I'll bite. I'll jump.

Until theres nothing left of me.

But all ive ever wanted to do,

Is tell you how much you mean to me.