Wow

Okay so this is like my first time using this really, I don't really do blogs, but oh my god the stuff that as happened recently is insane.

Okay so this started about 4 days ago I think? So my ex (we'll call N for now) randomly adds me on Snap, and I'm just sitting here like "uhm what??" So I added him back (mind you I haven't talked to him in years) I messaged "N" (obviously used his full name but still) and he messaged "yeah." Then adds on "I wanted to apologize how I treated you when we were together, the cheating, the manipulating, everything" I laughed cause what do you mean you "Apologize" the amount of regret and guilt you put me through thinking it was myself who ruined things, like that man made me constantly doubt myself in relationships and mess shit up (I already know someone's thinking "girl you probably did it on your own don't go blaming the past" well guess what, this is my blog, you don't like it, don't read it.) anyways after that he tried telling me he's a changed man (we were technically together when we were both 17 and did have difficult separate lives) and how he hates how the younger him actually. And I honestly don't know what to think but I've been briefly texting him hopping to just be his friend instead, he's only a town over so maybe he'll join the small friend group I have. Another thing is my male best friend is a fucking idiot and can't keep his shit in his pants. Like how the hell did you forget you were talking to a girl then bring a different girl up into the server while still having the same girl in the same server labeled as his. They both messaged at the same time with their names "his name's property" I was laughing so hard I couldn't understand how he slipped that badly, another thing is he had some random girl which he warned me he was talking to (what can I say this lady can't resist a little flirting with fellow gals) once she leaves another girl who I know he was talking to joins in (I only know this cause she joined in earlier and he did the same thing with her) so yeah that's been happening, oh also my family (i don't know who will get this because I played vrchat for a while and a group of friends and I made this tight knit family thing) decided to drop me cause of this mix up situation, I was flirting with this guy who said he was single and it plainly said it in his bio, my sister (old sister I don't know) joins me when he left to go to bed and starts saying "he's a bad guy, he has an ex who still loves him" mind you they broke up and he didn't like her anymore, so I'm just sitting here like "uhm okay but all me and him are doing is flirting. After that it was fucking chaos, people were recording me a bunch of times, suddenly the family is getting dragged in cause my sister got fucking butthurt cause I blocked her wanting things to end. Suddenly C got sent videos of me saying "yeah I knew they were together" I was talking about my ex and his was current girlfriend (she turned out to be a whore) the thing for me saying that was my boss at the time told my ex I apparently still liked him even though he was having some issue thing with his girlfriend (as if I'd ever like his ugly ass again, pleaseee I know my standards) so I got brought into some world and got interrogated, turns out they recorded me the entire time and then everyone picked their sides after I blocked everyone and the guy included in that issue.. suddenly everyone left cause of the false accusations.. it sucked cause I couldn't record since I only used a headset alone. But hey what can you do, I just hope my tita N knows I miss her bunches, same with Tio B and C and P, hell I miss all of my old family, maybe Tita N might find me on here

This is probably all imma do for now, I'm going to the public college for some food and to see my friends.

Bye bye! , Evie