PLEASE READ (TW: SA)

Read at your own risk. If you cannot read this because of TW do NOT read. I love and care about you all. Thank you all who were there from the start. 

(this is from a bulletin i made)

Hello, 

It’s been a LONG time since I have ever logged in. 

Does anyone remember me? 

I’m sure you might. If not, thats okay. 

 Well, I have not been active here due to mental health and drama and I have moved on to different retro social media sites, which I will NOT be sharing due to privacy. However, I will say that @xeviant is one of my internet best friends and has been with me from the start. Circa. 2023 or 2024,

 can’t remember. 

From when I was cyberbullied, and when I was on different sites. 

They were always with me no matter what. And I give a BIG fat thank you to them because I absolutely like how they were always there to support me, even when I was going through depression. I got a lot of help, and I had another account that I was super popular on,  but I deactivated it because I was harassed daily. There was no reason and I went through so MUCH. My life and childhood was horrible, all from other personal stuff and cyberbullying. But I got through it. I got help from life, and I thank the people that were there for me.

even when others weren’t. 

I broke up with my ex bf (H; his initial) because I was (TW) SA’d by him. It crushed me and my family both. I had no choice but it was the best that we both weren’t dating anymore.

I recently found another guy that has cared for me and is also autistic (like me.) and he has been harassed verbally and physically by a group of boys. But I love him to death. He’s the best guy I could ever ask for. I love you, L. (His initial; also I mean my new bf not my ex.) 

And school…well…it’s been hard. I had multiple panic attacks and there was friend group drama and everything. It was fucking horrible. 

But I’m getting through it like a soilder. 

Did I ever tell you guys im in cross country now? It’s been amazing! I love it. Though it’s very painful mentally and physically, I still love it to death. Even my bf is on the team. (L, not H.) 

And well, my cyberbullies left this site thankfully! (I knew because I had them blocked and their accounts are gone or haven’t been active.) so I feel much safer. 

Especially now that this site is Invite Only. 

I am a musician and rapper now, obviously not a famous one but I am known to be there on the personal retro social media sites. People LOVE my music and I hope you guys will too. I’ll be uploading my music here as well. 

Well, I think that’s all. I’ll make a blog having updates. 

Thank you so much for being there for me. I love you all. 

- Liliana Blue.